1 more till 100.

haha i don't what to talk about today.
but these days i have this feeling.
i don't know if it's called love.
or it could be hate?
its messing my rhythm EVERYDAY...
but it also boost it up.
it seems like to me i felt this feeling before but i can't recall...
its making me so frustrated.
wonder what this is.
but It makes me either really happy or really mad so idc(=
ill just wait till i find out what this feeling is :D
hmmmm. one more till 100? tahaha
i think after 100 ill write about topics instead of my usual daily activities
i think i might just quit myspace... you know i don't even return comments or comment people anymore. it's just annoying to me
i don't even go on anymore since im always out. haha
i have 1 year and 1 month for college. seriously
i don't want to leave for college
cause ill lose all my friends.
ill miss those high school times.
idk it seems ill move up to be more independent!
and seemly ive been always taken cared of my parents.
ill have to work hard for they worked hard for me.
i just have ALOT of debts i owe to everyone of my friends and family.
idk what ill do with out the support everyones gives me.
it's kind of scary and exciting at the same time.
new friends.
new love.
new futures.
LOL this sounds like those beginings in the movies
lammeeeeee
but yeeeee! i just want to make a future list right now!
the Future list
1. BIG MANSION like Graces(:
2. Ticket to Travel anywhere i want at anytime.
3. my own private plane.
4. FAMEEEEEE
5. Own an Aquirium(x
6. become a hard woker!
7. have BBQ every sunday with the best chingoos(x
8. donate to charity without the second thought of keeping it!
9. become as rich as bill gates or any rich ass indians
10. become a famous designer&chef
11. Own an RX8 with erin(=
12. have a forest as my backyard HAHAHA
13. be on magazines
14. iw ant to become a model!
15. best dancer ever :D
16. share profits with mac gucci and FOOD places so i get free food!
17. own a hotel in las vegas
18. OWN a nightclub fersure(x
19. Have my Face on mount rushmore
20. meet the love of my life!
21. beat a world record.
22. be in the next world guiness
23. become something amazing!
24. have 3 keeeeeds
25. die at the age where i don't get white hair and wrinkles HAHA
26. become the next america iron cook chef!
27. buy a word like paris hilton...
28. have my own professional basketball team!
29. i want to create ATs only few people know what that is(;
30. i want to rule the world.
the end.
peeeeeeace