&still life remains

EXCITING(x
haha idk why. even if its the finals ive been so SUPED up HAHA i dont even know if SUPED is a word but ohwell THATS MY WORD NOW dont copy yeah?
tahaha
so yeah i completely fergot about writing yesterday cause idk? i had so much stuff like dance and writng out applications and just tutoring my friend ANNIE -___-x on the PHONE remind me never to do that again!
haha yeah today it RAINEd and RIGHT NOW it just thundered haha i REALLY REALLY hate rain it makes everyone feel so gloomy i swear like all my friends it rained slept over my house and just talked about all the EX GIRLFRIEND and GIRLS how and STUFF and THAT AND YEAH-_____-x and i was like OMFG stop being so EMO and yeah HAHAHA but i like the rain when its all sunny and rain fall down thats like my favortie weather. i still remember when that happend last summer i saw a DOUBLE RAINBOW(x
dang i bet like so ittle people saw a double rainbow its so like ASDFGHJKL i wish i can go ON it and take some SKITTLES HAHAHAHA :D:D:D:D
so yeahh and GAYY right now its RAINING and i have MATH FINALS this i gotta study for cause i have 88.7 percent AHHH so if i get around 91 percent i should get an A and keep my grade to a 4.0 :DDD WOOT
it really feels like i havent wrote in a while cause i moved houses and the reason i have internet is cause im was being smart to steal other peoples internet :D kekeke
and yeah tomorrow is the LAST DAY OF SCHOOl im raelly going to miss alot of people.
like idk why i bet if i was a girl id be crying like WATCH tomorrow so much GIRLS are going to cry! -___-x you know how girls cryand some poeople say you look beautiful when you cry-___-xthat does not APPLIE in my dictionary i think its UGLY so STOP CRYING EXCEPT if its like the tears of happiness HAHA :D jeez im so lame iknow! everyone says that
so yeah why do girls cry so much I CAN RELATe..... when i was little HAHA i remember when i was little in tthe shoping carts i wanted a POWERRANGER white ranger cause he was my FAVORITE(x i wanted the dinosaur trnasforming thing and my mom wouldnt buy it for me and i just CRYED and embarrassed my mommy and SHE BOUGHT IT im not sure if i still have it but HAHAHA that is so funny how i think of it. HAHA wow im thinking in the future my CHILDRENS are going to do that! -___-x
i think if i was an adult i would hate to have a child but i still want one! actually i want 3 i want 1 daughter 1 son and twin of any of them(x
idk why i want twins cause like they can grow up to be famous and i hope when they are borned they wont have disfunctions.... i just hope my 21 XX chromosomes wont MESS UP with the XY CHROMOSOMES so they wont have mutations and my baby with become a mutant... acutllay I WANT my baby to have a mutation but not like DEFORMATION or sort i was like a super power baby HAHAHAHA like one who can shoot laser beams out of there eyes. . . like i remember watching this disney movie about SUPERPOWER family and there logo was eagle and one kid didnt have superpowers that was pretty sadT.T
HAHA o well LOL dang i always write alot -___-x whyyy!
i think i have a passion for writing what i like and there it goes ANOTHER thunder-___-x
i REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY think thats when it rains GOD IS SAD AHHAHAHA and when lightning comes he is so FRUSTRATED WITH us humans like seriously ever min NO. every sec NO. every milisec we sin... sigh i hate sining but why do i do it so much, i really want to stop-__-x like cussing and idk BAD STUFF not DRUGS but just like idk thinking bad? haha ahhg i really wonder when Jesus will come
and did you know i SWEAR i talked to GOd in my dreams...
so like one dream i was in a car with a suicide man and he wanted to suicide. NO REALLY like he locked the doors and iw as in thecar and we were going off a cliff like those free ways they stoped making with the end like this ===| CLIFF |=== yeah and then while i falling and dying i heard God you know with those DARK voices yeah he was like "STEVE" blah blah blah he talked about my personalityy and yeah i woke up cause my dog was barking at a mailman -___- sheesh stupid dog haha
anyways i think i wrote too much...
and its raining sighhh haha
i want ddok bokk gi(x
and rameun
and chipotle
im fat...
HAHA hope everyone do good on there finals tomorrow.
PEACE.